this is not a poem,
the poem is elsewhere,
look here no more,
follow the link
& see
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
10:30 (am)
waited for the bus in the
too cold street, 7:00 am,
a dim reminder, cracking
trees, crunch of snow
packed into ice, 1st ave at
the entrance Moore's
Meadow, the few cars that
pass, all focused on the
road ahead, bus arrives,
i enter, cold and waiting
Sunday, December 6, 2009
(i don't understand...
i'm here
--in this somewhere
motionless, a fear,
certain insecurities
unsure of self,
voiceless,
the room cold
too much dark
around my eyes
i wanted to tell
you how i was.
to tell you where
i am,
don't know if i'm ready,
the world is too big
for my small hands,
a word
misplaced my
directions home,
the heart--
forign ground, a wild
encounter
it's difficult,
b/c i have a lot
to learn,
to understand
the look in her eyes,
the long of her smile
i don't want to be here,
this uncertainty, this obscurity,
the way i feel
when i look
to the ground at
your feet
love is a choice
to choose, make
peace,
find what i'm looking for
to see what's right
there--
to know...
in this place
that we're still
here
called you in the afternoon,
listened to our silence,
static & a dial tone,
to grow up,
an instant,
to face the mirror
& see
myself/yourself
i don't remember,
time--
the only...
head out,
back,
rootless, on the edge, by
creek and snowbank,
when for a walk,
saw a histroy in--
waiting,
no response...
--in this somewhere
motionless, a fear,
certain insecurities
unsure of self,
voiceless,
the room cold
too much dark
around my eyes
i wanted to tell
you how i was.
to tell you where
i am,
don't know if i'm ready,
the world is too big
for my small hands,
a word
misplaced my
directions home,
the heart--
forign ground, a wild
encounter
it's difficult,
b/c i have a lot
to learn,
to understand
the look in her eyes,
the long of her smile
i don't want to be here,
this uncertainty, this obscurity,
the way i feel
when i look
to the ground at
your feet
love is a choice
to choose, make
peace,
find what i'm looking for
to see what's right
there--
to know...
in this place
that we're still
here
called you in the afternoon,
listened to our silence,
static & a dial tone,
to grow up,
an instant,
to face the mirror
& see
myself/yourself
i don't remember,
time--
the only...
head out,
back,
rootless, on the edge, by
creek and snowbank,
when for a walk,
saw a histroy in--
waiting,
no response...
Monday, November 23, 2009
This Town XIII (two days --
my name is today,
i'll be gone tomorrow
his meticulous nature, --
(two sheets of loose leaf
paper,
(leaving this
town --
gone,
left this place
the other day waited for the bus
one last time,
never looked back,
forward into the uncertain,
expectation gone
leaving this town,
i know
collecting space, --
she stepped out of the fire,
burnt ashes in her eyes
the embers of her heart
blown away by the passing wind,
this place let me go,
i let it go so long
forgive us
two dogs fuck
as i walk by, growling
into each others necks
looking through glass
below the table, legs crossed broke down, interrupted,
stained glass
this is
what it is
failed history,
it happened
just like they
said it would
this now is what
needs to be done
this here is what
has been done
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
(fell asleep with book in hand)
history & poetry coexist
a river across & through into & out of
the same place
poetry begins & history waits
reshaping the old maps
with familiar lines
crossing out the new ones
in time as time always does
poetry & history collide
an accident occurs unnoticed
unaware
people wait on the margins
& fringes
these dots do not
connect to make shapes
but what happens
in between falls to the wayside
leaving
the others with
the others
as history begins
poetry waits
on the sidelines
waiting to be written as poetry hides
Monday, October 26, 2009
(finding a dead cat in the morning before work)
it didn't just happen
beside a green
dumpster
it ended
in an instant
before it could really
occur,
nor did it wait around
for the right moment
though maybe
someone
drug it off the road
& put it there to rest
these things don't just
happen
like that,
we don't stumble upon them
& assume that they actually begin
right
there,
we go back & create
a story to make sense
of it
so we feel okay,
but it happened
& it's not
okay
Monday, September 28, 2009
This Town XII
with soft hands
i'll tear this town
apart,
rebuild along
missing lines of communication,
a history found
in debris,
shards of glass,
dirt trails with
cigarette butts leave
one night memories
across scattered landscapes,
someone asks,
i respond with plastic thoughts,
too lazy to carry the right amount of words
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